Wednesday
12:25 AM
I HAVE A NEW BLOG ;:: relink me aites !
Saturday
7:58 PM
who said i cant wear my attitude ?
i know i aint perfect and all .. but you dont expect naggs after a long explanation followed by tear drops by me ? .
its who i am ! i wear what i wear .. i dont want some secondhand sereanade killer coming to me telling me what or who my fashion icon is !
i aint a slave to this universe's fashion .. i dont need an identity for FAMOUS purpouses ! I WEAR WHAT I FEEL LIKE WEARING WHENERVER , WHEREVER I AM , WITH WHATEVER MOOD and WITH WHOEVER I PLEASE WITH GOING OUT WITH ! THIS IS MY LIFE I OWN IT & WORKED REALLY HARD FOR IT AND TO PROTECT IT ! IM NOT YOUR AVERAGE WANNBE IM A WANNABE SEEN TYPE OF GIRL !
I AINT PERFECT ! , im a retard , i call everyone lame , i have my momments , and thats just me , i aint preety ! , i have zits , no fair complection , i cut my own hair and it looks like a broom now ! nor am i smart ! , i dont get A's , i come late to school , i sleep in class , i dont usually do my homework .. but thats just me , i am who i am , Naafiah thats just me ! and you readers out there your just you ,
i aint gonna put a label on you that says loser nor am i gonna put a label that says popular but ill labell you as who you are , your name your speacialities for who YOU are ! ladies and germs be yourself !
Thursday
1:59 AM
Dont Get Me Wrong
i feel so sad for haters .. they try to hard to put pain on certain people .. but what if people can inflict pain .. what if , to some people harsh words are like chewing gum .. what if , the pointing middle finger and weird stares are compliments .. what if , beating up someone is like dinner ..
well , the only people in this world that can inflict pain .. are SARCASM case ..
to my findings , its a very rare disease that lies in some neutered cells in a body of a human .. if sarcasm cells multiply by 30% .. it will lead to a very new disease called "SARCASTIC" .. and in many bodies such as mines .. the sarcasm cell may multiply higher than 30 % .. this will lead to an overflow and cause our attitudes to change , in this way this will also cause alot of inflict-ing .
i dont take in pain .. infact pain is my middle name , hit me , slapp me , punch me , stabb me .. do whatever you like .. but you can never be satisfied .. i am never afraid of you .. in a million years .. even if you blab out a few threats , i will never feel the pain ..
To me pain is like breakfast .. you'd never know what i go through , i can be nice but not to nice .. dont go around stepping on my head .. well lesson learned in this world you can never thrust anyone but yourself .. i learnt that a long time a go , dont tell me something ya'll call "secrets" , do me a favour , dont burst it out on me if you dont thrust me ..
To a person : i wont name names now ; you know who you are ; do you know that dhab and hidayat's relationship was just a prank ? azz just told her that hidayat whant to have a intimate relationship with her , i knew from the beginning it was a prank because azz told me .
dont any how say i cant keep secrets okay , the main point was to prank dhab , tak phm , tolong phmkn ! phm ... ! lool :P
get the real story babe !
Sticks and stones may break my bones but WORDS !! will NEVER KILL ME !!
Wednesday
5:45 AM
at the end of the day i did something on duty ..well , after that we , han , huda & me , waited for nani , cause nana wants to walk with him ..urghh , as crazy as i could be , its true , its so not suitable for a couple to be dating in a libary ..pergi luhh arcade ker .. like me .. if i had !soo , we all , lepak kat libary ... but im so bored seyy , cannot laugh , canoot shout ! i was miserable !but as the day ended and everyone was parting .. I SAW MY "MR PERFECT" ... but i just headed opposite direction after saying goodbye to nana and all .. cause i know i aint perfect ... im soo " MRS AINT PERFECT" ..rushed to bus stop .. walked home .. under my block ... got two monkeys , dont know what their trynna do , wannabe gangster la ! muahahahha .. i held my breath .. when i went in the lift .. i started cracking up .. but , whatever luhh .. another day passed and im still alive .. phewww :P- OFF
1:05 AM
BORING //
Well i just reached school , after going to BK with nanaa and lepak with those peeps ..
im in the infocomm home room , as per normal , not doing work , just slackking !
hmm , well a couple of my friends has been asking me about my friendster profile ..
why i put baby there .. well baby = laptop ...
lool , all of ya'll PAISEYY !!
ok uhh till i get home cya !
Tuesday
5:05 AM
single// ?
so what if im single ?!!
doesn't mean i single , im lesbian OK !
well i hope you have a gay relationship , you piece of shit !!
talking about how girls are fucking cheap !
for your info MR GAY ! i happen to be a gal too ..
making a fool of my ancestors and my herritage !
im single for a reason okay .. not all gals are cheap ..
not all girls you can hook on ..
there are most girls like me who are virgins okay !
Virgin meaning : hadn't hook up before , intimate kissing , anti-blow job !
you dont add me , all off a sudden talk about me , tell me im a lesbo !
fuck you sia gay , LAME-O!
get a life !
Okay well , today was a total atomic bomb ! my day was fine until , i saw my step mom unpacking her bags !!WTH ! i want her out of my house , you give me enough hell ! just leave my fucking family alone you slut/whore ! dont intefere in our lives please !
theres a reason why i didnt attend your wedding ! i hate you and always felt that way towards you from the first step you took in my house ! to me your just another reason for me to get more cash , to me your just another low educated / low class indonesian maid ..
Monday
6:30 AM
ermm .. long time didn't publish post !well *flash backs*I pity Dhab she was tricked by Azz , about the whole relationship with Hidayat .And poor Amalina for her loss , before Valentine's she got dumped by "pok" ..i had to teman her to techno park .. then she couldnt stand it so we settled down at a block , then Ammar and whoever come spoil my mood sia ! ask for cash ! he think i am a ATM machine is it ..in a million years even if you say im preety i wont give you cash ! and made up a story about me telling him i liked him and all ! noo need la .. there are millions of guys out there in the world .. your not the only guy ok .. urrgh .. make up story , make my temperature go high man !&Valentine's day was a blast , i celerbrated it with affah my bestie and haifa my cousin , we went to parkway and to the beach .. the arcade .. had fun sia and yesterday was the best day of my life ! 15-o2-2009the day my step mom decided to give up and wanted to move out !sadly shes still in this house !i hope she leaves this house !and never ever come back !SHE IS AN ASS !hope she commit suicide , and leave my family alone !
5:32 AM
Have you ever felt so alone,
soo alone your tears cant help you,
no one would call you on your phone,
no one would say i love you .
Have you ever felt that way,
a way id always feel,
a way that what's important is not your say,
a way that your to invisible and unreal .
People will treat you like shit,
it is as if you have never existed,
your their target of spit,
for no wrong doing your arrested.
Have you ever felt like this? ,
i hope you dont ,
your life will turn to mist,
you'll soon be gone!
VANISHED!
and soon .. you'd feel like me !
Have you ever felt that way ?
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well today was a total waste of my precious time !
well as usual , im lost in my own virtual world !
i wished i could be down to earth like others !!
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4:16 AM
Im In A Pisst Off Kindda Mood !
im pisst at everyone !
im pisst at myself !
i couldnt see any one !
i felt like an elf !
everyone is walking and steping on my head !
im bleeding to death !
lying on my death bed !
Angry , YES , i am ..
what else could i possibly be feeling ?
MAD ! ya i am !!!
Tuesday
2:36 PM
Sunday
10:17 AM
nothing to display !
Are you single - very extreamly flirtatiously single
2. Are you happy - like duhh , why would i be sad anyways ?!
3. Are you bored – noo
4. Are you fair – what do you mean
5. Are you Italian – yes *i wish
6. Are you intelligent – like duhh ! if i weren't i wouldnt be typing this shit .
7. Are you honest – depends on the climax of the situation , dont blame me !
8. Are you nice – well , prehaps
9. Are you Irish - yup a lil mixture *i wish
10. Are you Asian - yaa , arabs are the middle eastern part of asia
1. Full Name – Siti Naafiah Bte Sheikh Zein Abdullah B.
2. Nickname - Nafi , Naf , and rarely " Ifa " - but stay on the safe side and call me Naafiah thats the name i was given and the name ill stick too for the rest of my life !
3. Birth place - the mall
4. Hair color - brunnet baby
5. Natural hair color - the softest tones of brown
6. Eye colour - ermm , its hard to keep track under these contacts ..
7. Birthday – 11 october
8. Mood – moody-aint emo , crazy , retarded !
9. Favorite colour - u should know , figure it out
10. One place you'd like to visit now - my classroom , i miss being crazy !
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
1. Have you ever been in love - aww ,
2. Do you believe in love at first sight? - well , funny story , but yeah
3. Do you currently have a crush? - ya but he doesnt know , i dont show any slight emotion ..
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally? - i have two brothers and im the only sister , what do u think ?!
5. Have you ever broken some one's heart - ermm , prehaps !
6. Have you ever had your heart broken - i wouldnt want to bring it up anyways !
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them - ya ;)
8. Are you afraid of commitment - nope ,
9. Who was the last person you hugged– -_-
10. Who was the last person you said I love you to? – -_-
TEN THIS OR THAT
1. Love or lust - love
2. Hard liquor or beer - eww , neither
3. Cats or dogs - ermmm , kittens are fine by me
4. A few best friends or any regular friends - any regular friends
5. Creamy or Crunchy - creamy
6. Pencil or Pen - depends
7. Wild night out or romantic night in - wild night out behbay
8. Money or Happiness - money = happiness
9. Night or day - night , nak merayap
10. IM or phone - phone
TEN HAVE YOU EVER
1. Been caught sneaking out – muahah
2. Seen a polar bear - ermm , not intersted !
3. Done something you regret – alooot
4. Bungee jumped – maybe one day
5. Eaten food that fell on the floor - embarassing much
6. Finished an entire jaw breaker?- should i ?
7. Been caught naked - ooops u caught me red handed , sorry mom for the display
8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back – do i look like i ever had a bf ?
9. Cried because you lost a pet? - i dont have a pet ?
10. Wanted to disappear - at the break of a disaster
TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER
1. Smile or eyes - defitenately the eyes
2. Light or dark hair - i dont mind
3. Hugs or kisses - i hugg people , but kissing is to intimate
4. Shorter or taller - Taller
5. Intelligence or attraction – intelligence
7. Funny or serious - Funny , like duhh !
1. Performed in front of a large crowd - Yeah , preety confident
2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour – late night calls .
3. Ever tried walking on your hands - nope
4. Ever been to a rock concert - noo . JT is more of pop , r&b and hip hop ..
5. Ever been on a groupies team - eww , i hate the fact of having sex before marriage , making a fool out of my
ancesters
Thats all
Thursday
3:11 AM
today i was so , urgghh , school was irratating much !
this guy in my class thinks im emo , cause im wearing a jacket !
lol , that cracks me up !
noo , i aint emo i've caught up this random allergy on henna , never ever wearing henna again !
and i mean never !!
hmm , after school i met up with my so call "members" and we chatted about this and that and yes ! we were soo gossiping , and duhh ! laughing and rolling our asses off the floor and up in space !
it was like soo funny !
well only cause shafie was there , he is kindda of a soft kindda guy , and , noo , he is not gay , well to me he isn't , i guess !
and i got to know a new freind .. shes really nice , ermm , darn it , forgot her name again ! , its Nur Z .... . something well ill find out again tomorrow , soo shy to ask again :P
well tomorrow ill smile the whole day cause i wont want anyone else to think im emo !
anyways back home , a lil situation cock up on lil miss i think im sexy ! yupp shes moody again and her anger gas just spreaded to me , she makes me furious ! urrgghg ! i guess she didnt have enough of my dad yet !! SEX , SEX ,SEX ... your such a gold digger !
okay whatever luhh , i was soo playing games ... POXY games .. i know what ur thinking .. whats POXY = it means LAME ...
Wednesday
12:02 AM
im so farking pisst off with those guys !just leave me alone !!!!!!!bastard sia ..i think Atiqah knows about what happen .. i think one of them is her elder brother , i dont mind that she knows , i dont blame her for treating me that way , i aint her bff or anything , why would she care , but whatever , shes my friend what , classmate !! What sia i walking down the stairs i see thier faces .. so what if i said your lame , actually not me , i was just telling him my friend ********** call him lame , i know i know my mouth lazer !!tak paham bahasa siol !! meaning dont understand my language ..The worst thing of all one of them go write about me in their blog .. "that girl "And the other girl , call sec two " kental " meaning lame but who cares , i dont whant to get in trouble with them , tomorrow ill just walk past them and pretend like nothing happend , and dont care if they call me any names and pretend to just smile cause i aint like other girls call members or gangsters or other contacts to settle my problems , i know im wrong ill settle it by myself ..well this will be very hard , but whatever as long as i dont cry in school im totally in control ..
Monday
2:45 AM
Never leave the one you [{LOVE}]
for the one you ((LIKE))
Because the one you (LIKE) will leave you
for the one they[{LOVE}]
The one you ((LIKE)) will give you goosebumps;
the one you [{LOVE}] will make you laugh
and send shivers down your spine.
When the one you ((LIKE)) cries, you feel sorry for them;
but when the one you [{LOVE}] cries, you cry for them.
True Love Doesnt Have A Happy Ending
BECAUSE True [{LOVE}] Never Ends
2:19 AM
Sunday
12:37 AM
well the wedding in ad was amazing ..
but at the same time , my henna , "kena mata" and caused damage to my HANDS !
** i know u'd wanna see it , but maybe later id upload pics of it ..
ok cut the crap !
back to buissness .
School SUCKED!!
" pics coming soon "
first day of school -
i was lost in my own world .. but no one was there for me .. no one could help me .. i was scared and left out from others ..
second day of school -
paisey sia .. dont know where my classes were ... dont know where my sit was and another usual lousy day of school !
third day of school -
bad mood !! sial seyy dat girl , make my bestie cry !! sial ..
SUDDENLY " OH SIAL " some random sec one guy pushed me , atleast he said sorry .. whatever , i dont care also ...
WHATEVER
Monday
1:42 PM
Labels: bored-em
Friday
2:08 AM
Well ur probably wodering WHAT IM UP TO ... actually theres SHAKIRA CONCERT IN AD !! ON NEW YEARS !! but i didnt goo cause theres a very speacial wedding on that day lool !Ok it was kindda lame cause there were no fireworks the main reason is because our brothers and sisters of islam are in danger in GAZA ! MAY GOD BE WITH YOU GAZA ! BE STRONG !!SO dont celebrate the new years now !New years are suppose to be on 1st muharam not 1st JAN haram !! loolim multi racial lool ... HAPPY NEW YEAR !happy birthday life!Nice meeting you 2009 shall we be friends for another year ??
Wednesday
3:01 PM
Monday
9:53 PM
MY BEST BESTIE !!:: i can love u like no one can i can be ur SuperwoMan , Just take my hands and lets fly away Ill promise id be there everyday Close ur eyes and start to fly,im gona lov u till i die ....
- Brown Boy - Superman
9:46 PM
REACHED AD !- SHOPPING- BOWLING- KARAOKE ** WATER FIGHT !with neno :P and some others AGAIN ! can never get bored of this !
Wednesday
8:17 PM
todays the day i go to ad ill blog about it all at night ! chao !
12:23 PM
okayy i didnt blog today .. well guess today was to boring to blog about ..
nothing interesting .. went out with my mom and step dad to the corniche to eat dinner .. as usual !!
im soo bored!
IM SO BORED !
Tuesday
3:36 AM
'i smile to brighten up your day'
but im wishing hard
Someday you will smile back
- naafi'ah
Ladies and Germs , its been a long time , like 4 days , i didnt publish a post nor did i went online .
well its probably awkward cause i started my post with an ' editted ' pic ..
but i wanted to show the whole world the new me !
new hair cut , new personality and a damn new attitude = new me !
haha .. i miss ad , its been two weeks and im still not in ad , although i had fun in Ras Al Khaima and Oman and Dubai and Sharjah , i just want to hang out with people my age , lol , i heard from sources , u need not know , that neno said hi to me " where ever i am " =D , and abood asked for me .. well , im probably the most wanted person in ad/sgd !
And the person i only met once , and i didnt know he'd actually ask for me , it didnt even cross my mind that he'd ask for me too , u know the time when i published a post , writing about alaa his friends .. and i was kindda talkin to one of his friends .. if i could recall he was hot .. lol .. a lil too ghetto .. lol but hot ! i guess , cause i dont talk to ugly people .. lol .. im still trynna recall his name .. Yusof .. or something like that =D ..
Well , sources say , that he was like " so hows ur cousin Mafia " yupp , apparently im well known as "Mafia" around here =D
** FLASHBACKS
hmm .. speaking of sgd .. i miss singapore soo much .. soo i called some of my friends .. i tried to call ella but she didnt pick up .. but i called nana and she was soo happy i called , yet really sad id come late to school ... cause funny thing is , me and my group .. lol we have a group =Dwe'd like to try aloot of things together , from bad to worse , from good to better , from tasty to delicious , from hot to not ... lol everything together .. i know what ur thinking .. and YES .. we are all virgins ! lol .. exept for me .. everyone in my group are all taken ..What can i say .. sure i date people .. but i just doesnt seem right *sobbsok the thruth is i have been heart broken about a guy who cheated on me !i guess it just hits me everytime im out with guys .. lool .. ofcourse i dont cry infront of them , that is soo GAY ! i dont cry infront of guys .. no matter how hurt i am ! its just sooo ... GAY !Ok enough lets continue with something else .. " HOT TOPIC"is it me or am i falling for omar !lool .. i miss ad alooooooooooot !ok .. and two mins ago 5 labenese guys added me ..im still trynna figure out how they got my email .. soo weird !well thats all for now !
miss u lil brother !
Friday
4:36 PM
Labels: wow
Ladies and Germs , its been a long time , like 4 days , i didnt publish a post nor did i went online .
